Feeling

feeling is a song that’s inspired by a man at a crossroads. on one hand, he’s made it through a long, difficult time and found someone he cares for deeply along the way. on the other hand, he’s experienced enough to know that the demons could return at any time and that he’s never too far from where he began. sometimes you can’t tell start from finish, up from down or beginning from end. this is a rough version with just a bit of polish applied. it will be featured on my forthcoming record.

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feeling

is this beginning or the end?
is this something we’ll defend?
are we truly synchronized?
or is this something we’ll despise?
how do you know when you first meet
that somehow now you’re life’s complete?
cause I had taken to the path
and never felt like i was half
is this beginning or the end?

feeling
less and less
each day
that i am reeling
from the curses i had known
but
feeling
is more and more
a luxury
i cannot trust myself
to be alone

is this beginning or the end?
is this something we pretend?
are we pawns the gods direct
or is this something more complex?
how do you know from the first drive
that two will remain side by side,
and have no need to grab the wheel
to say this ride’s no longer real?
is this beginning or the end?

i don’t know
can’t see
it’s freaky

feeling
less and less
each day
that i am reeling
from the curses i had known
but
feeling
is more and more
a luxury
i cannot trust myself
to be alone